Hopefully, i'll just move along till i know the answer. Might just be walking on another aimless journey, where everything is temporary...
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Feelings
Somehow this feeling feels so so so weird and i myself dont know if it is the right or wrong thing.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Plans
Saturday, September 18, 2010
In the middle
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Friday, September 10, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
time is the answer
this post shall be dedicated to you
it's been maybe 2 years since everything started. slowly from a stranger in school to a friend's friend to a friend whom i've actually known. Sometimes i really wonder if this is true or maybe a passing phase. But after so long, i guess not. I am still hanging to this only hope i have. But it is this thin fine line between that is holding me back. Why is this so difficult? I don't even have an answer. Often at times, i laugh it off thinking that i am silly and putting on a strong front. But deep down, its just the opposite that i don't show.
And now, distance apart, makes things even worse. But i am grateful for the internet as form of communication. Weeks and days pass, 9months of hell. I've got maybe 3.5years. So will time tell? Will time give me an answer?
And maybe sometimes i don't know if i think too much, thinking of the underlying meaning of everything said? maybe it's just that simple. sometimes i don't know what to reply/say and yet i feel like i've got so much things to say. this irony of it all.
A thousand thoughts running through my mind. Putting it in words makes me feel so much better.
I'll wait, and maybe one day i'll just let go, let go of everything.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Falling Slowly
Sometimes i really wish this wasn't happening. Not at all. Mixed up feelings all inside.
need to find someone to hear me out )':
need to find someone to hear me out )':
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